I was alone when with you

I was alone when with you
And lonely without you,
No matter how I comfort myself
I’ll be incomplete without you.


This world where I live
Is so scarry without you,
I can’t smile to my self
And say “I am ok without you.”


My heart humbly asks “What happened?”
“Nothing” I say thinking of you,
The heart’s reply, “I’m shattered with your nothing!”
And I don’t know how to go on without you.

~DECAY~
When I think of you, all I feel is love
But like a grain of sand upon my hand
You disappeared.....
Now the memories of you haunt my dreams
So very far away in love's decay.

It's what I greatest feared.......
Like when your finger slipped through mine
I've fallen down upon the ground
Seduced to my dark grave.
Your ghost is calling, and I'm left screaming
What I see is killing me
Some else you chose to save......
In my darkest hour, in my dying breath
I will see you there, see you everywhere
When the cold ground swallows me
When I close my eyes forever
When the pain is gone, and I'm once more strong
The decay of your love will encompass me.....