so sorry

I don't know what to say,

but I am sorry.

I didn't know how much you mean to me,

and I didn't know you really even cared.

I thought it was all a game,

and I guess I was wrong.

You know I have been hurt before,

and it all seemed so wrong.

I knew you had my heart.

I did not know I had yours.

I never meant to break it,

and if I could change what happened I know I would.

I love you like I've never loved anyone before.

You weren't only my love,

but you were my friend as well.

I never meant to hurt you, my dear,

and I am sorry if I did.

My heart belongs to you,

and that will never change.

My love for you is strong, my dear,

and it keeps growing every day.

Keep your head high, my dear,

and never let it fall.

I do truly love you, dear,

and I know I always will.

I hope to be together again someday, my dear,

and then you will know,

that I really do love you so.

CaN i TrUsT u....?

If i was in trouble
and didn't know what to do
if i needed help
could i turn to you?
when i feel so down,
never felt so blue.
and even though our fights are few,
just let me know,
can i trust you?
could i tell you my secrets?
could i stay with you?
could i feel safe from harm
when i'm in your in arms?
i just want to know,
could i feel for you?
could i tell you my dreams?
or would you laugh?
could i tell you the full story?
or only half?
if i told you i loved you
would you say ' i love you too '
can i ask you now before i get hurt,
could you feel for me too?

You Are My Everything.........

When we first fell in love
I thought that nothing could compare
To the magical romance
That you and I had come to share.

But as time passed, feelings deepened,
And our closeness grew
The romance turned into
A real and lasting love with you.

You care for me in all the ways
I want and need so much.
I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness
With every word and touch.

I know I can depend on you
For support and honesty,
That patient understanding
That you always give to me.

There’s a special kind of happiness
That only love can bring,
And I’ve found that happiness with you...
You are my everything.

I don't know what he really feels about me..

Why can't he just tell me how he feel, because how he act is confusing me.
He walk by me like I'm no one, he smile at me like I'm anyone,he hug me like I'm someone... but kiss, the way he kiss me, its as if I'm the only one...

--How can I tell what does he really feels about me.?



He's in the marine corp. He's in the infantry, very dangerous position..

He's such a gentleman,very respectful,witty, and a nice guy.




He said he likes my company, he loves to kiss me and he said he likes me. But whenever I try to show him I like him too he acts like he doesnt like me and sometimes trying to avoid me.. IT'S VERY CONFUSING BECAUSE i REALLY LIKE HIM A LOT.




what is he trying to tell me exactly?

My One and OnlyWish

1 million miles thats how far you are to me
100 years thats how long since the last time we talk
I cant help but count each day
I cant think of anyone but you every tick of the clock
When will be seeing each other
When can I hear your voice
When can I taste your lips
When will you be mine
I wish I am a fish so that I can swim the ocean to reach you
I wish I am a bird so that I can fly the clouds that seperate me and you
I wish I have the power to to bring you close to me
I wish I have you here beside me

that place

There’s something amiss:

I don’t know where,

but the completeness is lacking…

The soul yearns, yet,

cannot be there;

that much coveted place –

a place I relinquished long ago.

And now is the nothingness

of being and existing.

If life could be relived,

if time rewinds itself,

if fate could be written afresh,

I would have achieved

of which now I am deprived.

Alas! the moving finger continues

to ink on new marks,

on the pages of my life.

And I strive and strife,

against fate:

O! to be myself,

just to be myself.

Where is my love ?

Where is my love
Where is my hope
Where is my reason to live

I’m sorry I had fun moments
I’m sorry I gave you presents
I’m sorry I held your hair back
when you were puking in a sac

I didn’t feel like crying
when you were dying
I know a new start
can be pretty hard

It didn’t work out well for you

Where is my love
Where is my hope
Where is my reason to live

I’m lonely and left over I know
and I’m living by the flow
Yesterday the flow spat me out
that’s life, no doubt.

I didn’t feel like crying
when you were dying
I know a new start
can be pretty hard

and we don’t always survive that

I’m lonely and left over now
I’m solitary but I don’t wanna be
I’m lonely and left over

I’m all alone and I’m tired of it

Where is my love
Where is my hope
Where is my reason to live.

Don’t leave me

Don’t leave me here,
I’m begging you to take me with you!
I can’t stand this solitary darkness,
I’m lost in a world of shadows.
They have no warmth,
No tender embrace.
Just cold clutches and silent glances.

Don’t leave me here,
I’m begging you to talk to me!
I can’t bear to listen to the pulse of my blood,
The tapping of my heart on my chest.
I’m only alive enough to breathe,
But dead enough to be numb.
It’s just enough to remember
I’m empty, hollow and scared.

Don’t leave me here,
I’m begging you to love me!
I can’t cry until you’re here,
Until you tell me I’m real enough to cry. .
I don’t deserve the satisfaction of
Justification of my own faults.
I’m guilty of more than you know.
But don’t leave me with these
Flaws, they intensify
They magnify with loneliness.

Don’t leave me here,
I’m begging you to save me!
I just want you to hold me,
To rock me until the shadows fall away.
To pet my hair and calm my heart,
Tell me i’m not perfect
and i don’t have to be.
Tell me i’m lovely.
Tell me my fears are shallow
and have no root.
and tell me you won’t leave me.

Tell me you won’t leave me.
Tell me you won’t learn to hate me,
As i have.
Tell me you won’t desert me,
As others have.
Tell me i don’t have to be lonely.

I wanna be with you

I can`t sleep and I`m up all night
Through these tears I try to smile
I know the touch of your hand
Can save my life


I can`t go on
I just wanna be with you...

You Were Only Made For Me

I can't take this anymore
what is the point?
everytime a get close to you
you walk away and take no blame

its all your fault a feel this way
there's nothing left to do or say
i loved you with all my heart
but you just tore me apart

ive never felt this way
every about someone
i just feel like walking
and taking the gun

put it striaght to my head
hopefully end up dead
but im not letting you win
this is all just a sin

you've taken my soul
but soon again a will be whole
to love my life once more
i can now walk out the door

i'll just put you in the past
i should of known it wouldn't last
but at least now im free
i can live life happily ...

You really mean d world 2 me

You really mean d world 2 me
I askd myself,hw culd tis be?
I really love U wit all my heart til now!
I dread d moments V r apart
U r der 4 me, thru good n bad
U r my evrythin; U r all I hav
I hope U noticd, d way I feel
I hope U noticed, tat these feelins 4 U r real
Wenevr I see U comin up online,I feel so secure
I had a hope tat our love will endure forever
I reveald my true love to U
Nd I thought evn U reveald d same love as I did..But?
I think abt U day aftr day
I really love U,wt more can I say?
Em glad U came in 2 my life
Em glad tat I feel tis all d tym I think abt U way inside
I’ll end tis poem wit an "I Love You" 4 one last tym,
As I Don't wnt 2 hurt U by sayin so,
Please believe, my love 4 U is true
I still hope V really r meant 2 be
And I still believe U know,
"YOU are the world to me!"

What should i do? what can i say?

What should i do? what can i say?
I love you so much, but I've got to go away

you think its so easy being with you, i think I'm teasing him, oh what should i do?

i want to be with you for the rest of our lifes. i want to be there, i want to be your Valentine

i want you to love me i want you to care, i want you to hold me,


.. and tell me you'll always be there.

Now I've realisd tat em alone

Now I've realisd tat em alone

At first I thought em not alone,

coz I once had love tat I used 2 cry on.
Bt it also jus passd away & left me alone in tis planet,

All d problms I hav,I fight it on my own
I cry wit no1 to care 4 me.

D world jus luks & pass by
Thn 2 stop & ask Y I cry,

Em breathin d air tat is filld wit evil

De mre I breath,d mre its grow inside me

And nothin I can do since em alone

Nw bein kind I see is nt good
Ppl turn 2 hate fo d gud things U do.

I sleep cryin nt knowin how ll b 2moro

Mayb I might smile or continue crying,

Nw I hav learnt hw life is all about!

U've born alone 2 face a life to struggle,

Wen U get oldr U get mre foes than frnds

Den Ur bst frnds turn to b Ur bst enemies

I kno tat Em alone,it's me,myself & nobody else

And I will b ALONE till d death of mine

If we all are alone, Then we are all together in that too!

I love everything about u

I love everything about u
And I love u the most

I love the way u smile
And the way u dry
My tears when I cry

I love the way u let me listen
To your heart beating

And the way u tell me
Itâ??s for me who u living

I love the way u hurt me
And always come back
To say please forgive me

I love u for being
Who u r in front of me

And for not trying
To impress me

I love every word u say
And I love u in every way

I love u
Not because u love me too

I love u
Because your love is true

I Am Not Mad, I am In Love....

I can't explain why I feel this way,
Every time you would come my way

I always tremble, feeling nervous,
It's like I wanna fall down unconscious.

I don't know what so special about you
That made me fall in love with you.

Maybe that cute face of yours,
Your smiles and ways, yes of course

Every time you're by my side
I'd like to stretch my hands open wide

And embrace you tight endlessly
But I can't coz you might turn away from me.

But what can I do,
If this is what I feel for you

Can you blame me, if I have fallen
Madly in LOVE to you my Darling.

Would I Ever love Again?

In the dark with the music on
i reflect on this life of mine
and the emptiness only your eyes have
that only knows how to b i t ch and whine

and those hands, your beautiful hands
there the only part of you i know
we connected so many times
that i almost savor every blow

and that heart of yours
that refuses to beat
and the hate in your eyes
my only defeat

how the chains you have on me
break into my skin
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding
but only from within

and even if i were free
id cling just the same to you
these chains don't need to be visible
i know what I'm trained to do

id cry and beg
but in the end i would stay
this weak heart of mine
cant bear to betray

so forever and ever
ill push and ill shove
i promise never to abandon
i wont give up on love!

Why do you hurt me?

Why do you hurt me?
Do you like seeing me cry?
How can you just walk away?
When you know I'm dying inside!

How can you drag me,
Through this heartache and all this pain?
You know everything about her,
But do you even know my name?

Do you know how much I love you?
Do you even really care?
How can you let me love you?
Why are you so unfair?

Why won't you let me move on?
Let me be happy once again?
You want me in your life I know,
But I want to be more than just your friend!

Baby, just let me go!
I don't even me a thing.
But I don't want you to let me go!
I love you... Can't you see?

Still Waiting

The leaves turned to gold,
The sunlight turned to rain.
The lake turned to ice.
And all the ducks flew south.
Season turned to season
All the same, I will keep waiting.

Throngs of people turned to empty fields.
Shocking headlines turned to yesterday’s news.
Best new artists turned shriveled and gray.
And my used batteries died.
Season turned to season
All the same, I will keep waiting.

Hot new fads turned to moth-eaten tatters.
A fourth reign floundered in its ashes.
Peace turned to war and war to peace.
And weapons became shields.
Season turned to season
All the same, I will keep waiting.

Your desire turned to my memory.
The locks haven’t been changed.
My key became old and rusty.
And the wood decayed away.
Season turned to season
All the same, I will keep waiting.

Your picture is now faded.
Everything is in black and white.
Our hiding place in the tree is bare.
The lake is now a pond,
And no ducks come to fill it.
Season gives way to season.
All the same, I’m still waiting.

I didn’t chase you then;
I won’t you chase you now.
You’re on your own.
I’m here at home.
Season gives way to season.
All the same, I’m still waiting.

You can’t take forever.
You’ll come home in time.
I won’t chase you.
I’m still just waiting.

Love Hurts

I know I’m selfish
But I want your love
I don’t want her
Getting all your love
I’ve fallen for you
And dear god, it hurts

I want to be the one
To make you smile
To make you laugh
But no matter what
I just can’t seem to
And dear god, it hurts

I want you to be happy
But I don’t want her
To be the reason
Of your happiness…
It should be me, yet its not
And dear god, it hurts.

I love you with all
That I am, all of my heart
You are all that I can think of
You are all that I want
But you want someone else
And dear god, it hurts…

When you walked out of my life

When you walked out of my life
I realized that my hands were empty once more!

Was it the most beautiful sunset of my life?
When time paused and moved at its slowest pace
When every inch of the sun sinking into the sea
And every trickling moment of time
Stopped to admire our togetherness
When you walked out of my life
I realized even the sunset had lost its grace

Was it the most hearty smile i ever gave?
The happiest moment i ever lived?
And with the same joy and excitement,
When you blushed redder than the sun
The very charming smile that i received
When you walked out of my life
I realized that happiness was something i never believed ..