I miss my Love the half of my whole

I miss my Love the half of my whole

The one I love and want to behold
With Her again I yearn to be
And enjoy a togetherness that makes us happy

Its such a miserable day here today
Rain, rain and cloudy dull dark skies
A lonely, cold and damp feeling allover
Little depressing, oh! for the days of July

Weather be mindful of my concern
Go away rain, please go away soon
For bright day and light to return
The open skies with shining afternoon

I'll not let the weather get me down
Nor the loneliness of one half depress
Reassured that my love is always Her
And Her reciprocating love to me I'll bless

What manner of love do I possess?
Its confusing, controlling and somewhat cruel
Twisting and turning the insides of me
Sometimes I feel like a simple fool

And the loneliness does persist
They say its only natural
Especially when love between two exists
Must I now rely on the supernatural?

Oh God of rain and God of light
And God of all that lives this life
Please look, look deep within our hearts
Never to keep my Dearest and me apart

My Dear I miss you the half of my whole
The one I love and want to behold
With You again I yearn to be
And enjoy a togetherness that makes us happy

When you Love Someone

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.
Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival,
your phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail fromthat special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love.
When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the
messages in your answering machine because of one message
from that special someone, you are in love.
When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would
not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.
While you are reading this page, if someone
appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person.

I was alone when with you

I was alone when with you
And lonely without you,
No matter how I comfort myself
I’ll be incomplete without you.


This world where I live
Is so scarry without you,
I can’t smile to my self
And say “I am ok without you.”


My heart humbly asks “What happened?”
“Nothing” I say thinking of you,
The heart’s reply, “I’m shattered with your nothing!”
And I don’t know how to go on without you.

~DECAY~
When I think of you, all I feel is love
But like a grain of sand upon my hand
You disappeared.....
Now the memories of you haunt my dreams
So very far away in love's decay.

It's what I greatest feared.......
Like when your finger slipped through mine
I've fallen down upon the ground
Seduced to my dark grave.
Your ghost is calling, and I'm left screaming
What I see is killing me
Some else you chose to save......
In my darkest hour, in my dying breath
I will see you there, see you everywhere
When the cold ground swallows me
When I close my eyes forever
When the pain is gone, and I'm once more strong
The decay of your love will encompass me.....